你的改变很难制止了

我的取悦也不是天生的

熟练了, 喜怒就合并了

Nǐ de gǎibiàn hěn nán zhìzhǐ le

Wǒ de qǔyuè yě bùshì tiānshēng de

Shúliàn le, xǐnù jiù hébìng le

Your transformation was very hard to stop

My attempt to please was also not natural

It was practiced, emotions just merged together

你的理由是星星点点的

我尽量充当气氛营造者

练就成了, 无痛的角色

Nǐ de lǐyóu shì xīngxīng-diǎndiǎn de

Wǒ jǐnliàng chōngdāng qìfēn yíngzàozhě

Liàn jiù chéng le, wú tòng de juésè

Your reasons were tiny, scattered

I tried my best to be the one to build the mood

I practiced and changed; a character without sadness

再听多几次分开的话

越致命越不正面回答

感情里的怪咖

有铺垫就不尴尬

Zài tīng duō jǐ cì fēnkāi dehuà

Yuè zhìmìng yuè bù zhèngmiàn huídá

Gǎnqíng lǐ de guàikā

Yǒu pūdiàn jiù bù gāngà

Listen again a few separate times

The deadlier the less upfront the answer

The freakishness in our feelings

sets the tone so it’s not awkward

所以要找个延期方法

既平静还能突然挣扎

我自愿作怪咖就不怕被你笑话

Suǒyǐ yào zhǎo gè yánqí fāngfǎ

Jì píngjìng hái néng túrán zhēngzhá

Wǒ zìyuàn zuò guàikā jiù bù pà bèi nǐ xiàohuà

So I want to find a way to postpone (it)

Now that calmness can also suddenly turn into struggle

I’ll willingly be a freak so I don’t (have to) fear being ridiculed by you

你的铺垫零零散散的

别去揭穿话题制止者

我记得你也会不舍

Nǐ de pūdiàn línglíng-sànsàn de

Bié qù jiēchuān huàtí zhìzhǐ zhě

Wǒ jìdé nǐ yě huì bùshě

Your bedcovers are scattered all over

Don’t expose me for avoiding the topic

I remember, you’re also unwilling to let go

我偶尔取悦也会失手的

搞笑的人变成作恶的

我习惯了, 无痛的货色

Wǒ ǒu'ěr qǔyuè yě huì shīshǒu de

Gǎoxiào de rén biànchéng zuò’è de

Wǒ xíguàn le, wú tòng de huòsè

Once in a while my attempts to please also unexpectedly fail

People who make you laugh become wicked

I’m used to it, painless stuff

你还有几次分开的话

新鲜感不佳, 词语匮乏

感情里的怪咖 可手里也没筹码

Nǐ hái yǒu jǐ cì fēnkāi dehuà

Xīnxiān gǎn bùjiā, cíyǔ kuìfá

Gǎnqíng lǐ de guàikā, kě shǒu lǐ yě méi chóumǎ

You still have a few different things to say

Lacking the words for a strange unpleasant feeling

Freakishness in our feelings, but no chips left in our hands

所以要找个缓冲方法

直到有天我也放得下

我不是个怪咖是不计较的惩罚

感情里的怪咖

再难过也笑着说吧

Suǒyǐ yào zhǎo gè huǎnchōng fāngfǎ

Zhídào yǒu tiān wǒ yě fàng dé xià

Wǒ bùshì gè guàikā, shì bù jìjiào de chéngfá

Gǎnqíng lǐ de guàikā

Zài nánguò yě xiàozhe shuō ba

So I want to find a way to cushion it

Until the day I can also let it go

I’m not a freak, it’s a nonnegotiable punishment

The freakishness in our feelings

Smiling even through future sadness